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Pharma Soup

by Suburban Moms

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1.
Nightrip 02:41
Take a dose, seven more Gonna feel it, what for? This time I’m doing it right Can’t wait until it kicks in tonight Static air surrounds me My knees are bricks I dry heave I think I like it But who can deny it? Can’t blink, can’t urinate Done over, medicate Start me off, clean slate Start me off, clean slate Swallow one then why not take me home? It’s either four or I’ll end up alone Swallow one then why not take me home? To the drawer – pop the seal Automatic doors – the feeling’s so real Cough medicine – the only appeal Got up to throw up Drowsy with no energy The strings are really pulling me Only way a prescription for free Enhancing marginally Regretting everything The strings are really choking me Pharmaceuticals profiting One more day to go, wear down dose, wear down dose Wear down dose
2.
I’ve been around the town again Out this compound Protecting the Promised Land As a conscript with a mortar round Gravity goes one way It falls down Pick up your rocks, thumb through the rubble and Educate the crowd Grab my hand baby, lets getaway We’re losing ground We live behind our own Iron Wall From maltreatment We’ll face the guards and pray “Allah” With forged permits We’ve got one narrow way And it’s out Since we can’t transmit from our niche We’re caged by Sharon Gridlocked by our foes Thru the guise of ancient odes If there’s land to be had Then leave us here alone My home is now my stone…
3.
Instantly, euphoria gets over me Remains the depressants cowering below Neutralized in my center How worthless I feel How worthless I go How worthless I am How worthless I feel When I’m all alone Where do I go Adapting to the present Grasping the norm How worthless I feel When I’m at home Bury my face I’m a rebirthing catacomb Discovering evidence I wouldn’t want to know I wouldn’t want to know Where did I go Locked inside a world Label unknown I can’t breathe, I can’t breathe Give me more money I just want more money I just want some money
4.
You're Awake 02:47
Sleeping in, idle and dead Where there aren’t dreams, it’s oblivion Waking up, it’s never too late Get off the bed, you do something about it Awake, you’re awake And it must feel great Awake, you’re awake And you must feel great A breathing corpse Thinking weighs you down Looking so spiff like everybody else Resorting to the floor You’re searching for the door But the people you’ve trusted most They’ve got you exactly where you are (chorus) Your parents govern you Are their heads askew? Rely on your ego alone To get you fucked You could care less about famine and People who are starving You prance about Feeling sorry for the needy Who cares Until it affects you (chorus)
5.
I’m never proud Walk over everything When I go to you Don’t think that I just want something Or if I want to change my ways That it will amount to nothing There’s a well inside my head But it never flows out I’m fucking dry Dull as anything Say that I’m this way It’s to say that I never was Oh, your head is out of place It’s crowding the air, diluting words And changing your face I conceal these things What am I about? This room is only so big I’d cut mine off This room is only so big I’d cut mine off to make ours both fit Now am I so selfish? Now I don’t want to be there I’m no longer here Sometimes we lie to make our lives Sound great Not in my case…
6.
Dish Out 02:58
When its around there’s food in the house When I finally leave Then they’ll just move out Drive south and disappear in a cloud Start a business, open up a store Live the happiest life doing her chores Walk the dog, smile at each other “What a life fucking your mother” Boarded her kids off the home He’s leaving messages on our phone Acting smaller than his dick Where her third husband use to live Never made her happy She only grew bored Went out on weekends going to the store Stability was her only wish It only lasted months after she got it Finally, it’s our last dish Not until it got in Destroyed siblings, psychotic brother On the verge for a divorce lawyer Now I eat and weigh things out It’s the probable turn out If I can’t like everyone Then I won’t love anyone Habit, looking out the window I’ve reached a crescendo Grab it before I’m seen oh I can’t stand another day of this I’ve had it, I’ve had it I’m jumping out the window Who cares about being so shallow I slip out without being seen So I can’t stand another day of this I can’t stand another day of this
7.
I can’t help, I can’t leave Rid me clean ‘til I’m empty I don’t complain The pressure builds So I create jealousy You wreck me with my own words But I do it to myself I ride the neurotic wave Don’t knock me off So this time this means work I can’t hold back/I won’t hold back So refreshed from brainwashing Faith won’t help Don’t get caught up around me You won’t get out So set the anchor out Distance, persistent Alternatives for reality I’ll disappear since nobody cares I don’t want, I don’t want I don’t want, I don’t want Get out of me Lets live in peace Sing in harmony Patch up the seams I’ll do it myself
8.
Thousand volts of electricity keeps you in your place Penetrate and listen Try to make plans and do something But your span of attention is a burden Children with thin skulls So their parents buy them phones Or leave ‘em in front the TV Our lives are so amusing Radiate, ache in our brain Our generation’s gonna disintegrate “Youth is the future” There won’t be one When we’re engulfed by radiation Now, kids resort to the simple life Branded chips like a cell device Science is over time So keep the future blind As long as it’s controlled We all buy what we’re told Radiate, ache in our brain Our generation’s on a fast food chain Let’s dumb down our minds You want what you want What you want, what you want Let’s waste more time You want what you want What you want, what you want What you can’t have
9.
Life is competition Better race to the top or else get thrown off Plant your feet in the green now If you’re not like me then maybe you should be Take nothing for granted While I take everything from you Cheating is winning but losing is gaining If you see me deflating Pull the air pressure valve now It’s not hard work to be where I am Get a family name and a few bailouts I don’t believe in progress on Main Street Or those useless tax hikes for the wealthy You ask me for something to eat You’re either living or dying There’s no in-between As easy it comes, simple it goes I represent the top-living-hard-working folks I know it may seem like I don’t care It’s true I’m an over privileged ignoramus heir
10.
What a beautiful-historical Hutash Indian sight Sit with shade under trees It suits the homeless just fine Is this the kind of fiesta we all had in mind? Desperate beggars nagging passersby Leeching for some change Roll me up a joint Is this history? Making its point -No Where did all the industry come then go? Factory dress the beach in smoke We surf in bottles Pesty-health field day, post-card community We’re stupid like the pundits who adorn their shallow bodies Pertinacious heads TelePrompTer™ fed Artificial facts Spewing out their ass -Ew Vacant parking lots Now, a housing tract Big Oil paint is globs While your land is fracked -Yeah Town center super stores Makeover bookstores Our community is made a whore
11.
Jump on the ticket! Ballot reforms Abort a fetus before it’s born Adopt me, slander for cheap Then, let 14 be carried out equally Third party belief You’re a thief Initiatives on the brink Chew them up, vote ‘em out How does that sound for change? My new measures I’m taking to the ground ‘Cause that tastes better going down Tax you for ads picket my campaign That’s the same petition I’ll make you sign – game! Re-write you limiting choices Re-write you I’m silencing voices Be quiet – it’s my time to shine You’ll be fine Major party I can’t believe How many ideas you delete When you chew them up and force them down For the same sponsors you built your platform around We stomp on my ground Everything is coming around From checks to approval ratings The partisans dimes' never shortchanging I’m here for change just like you Affiliate our candidates So no one gets confused I keep the list thin Who’s not on won’t go in Independents aren’t lobbyists We keep it at two So the interest throws parties again
12.
Boonie 05:22
She breathes, I seethe When we’re home, we’re alone We drink, codeine My friend, I’m hard again She’s so comfortable and I’ll show her sympathy I’ve built us shelter to preserve our bed sheets The press they take me so god damn seriously When you have each other you don’t feel so empty Touch her hair, with leather gloves I’m getting scared, I’m gonna cum All I do, is wash you I don’t feel, pile of mud She’s so comfortable and I’ll show her sympathy I’ve built us shelter to preserve the bed sheets The press they take me so god damn seriously We’ve got each other out here inside our boonie

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released July 29, 2015

Instrumentation by Christopher Goodrich, Benjamin Hament, Michael Hurst & Cory Martin. Vocalization by Nigel Juam Wellington. Additional percussion by Michael Morris. Multi-track recording took place at the Townsend Annex between the months of March & December of 2012. Nick Townsend engineered, produced, mixed, mastered and cut these recordings. Additional production by Suburban Moms.


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